Make It Sick.

sooooo

i haven’t had internet in a week and a phone in days and it really sucks because i’ve been cooped up in my own mind for the past 3 days. it sucks because i have all these thoughts and emotions just tearing me apart. oh and i sliced my toe open on a piece of glass last night so that sucked a bag of dicks. i just wanna know why it is that i always get caught up in the moment and do dumb things. i fucked up saturday and as a result of that i got feelings for a person i shouldn’t have any for and she’ll read this and idc. i just want to know why i always do this. why i always want the unobtainable. why do i always get feelings for people i can never have. she was already involved with someone else. so why do i constantly let my emotions get the better of me? idk, just had to let all this off my chest because i’ve been thinking way too much. but i mean i’m a good guy. so when will it be my turn to get what i want?

Posted 10 months ago with 3 notes
Tags: personal  rant  feelings  fuck  shit  asdfgjkl;'  
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